Those With Nothing Else To Do
This is my life. Real or Not Real?
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You know that feeling when you want to do something you just dont know what? And you can tell that someone is in pain but you have no idea how to handle it? Well today I tried my hardest to help and I know it probably meant nothing to you, but I wanted to just let you know that someone cares. Today we got to pick our own groups for a project in History. And do you know that feeling where everyone in the class is super excited about picking groups except you… cause you dont know anybody? Or because you feel like youre an outcast? Well, i’ve definitely had that before, only not today. It couldn’t have been a better class to be able to choose our groups because I actually have friends in this class. So we formed our groups and I noticed that this boy was just sitting there…nervous to tell the teacher that he didnt have a group and unsure of what to do. I called him over and told him he could be with us. He’s a little weird but aren’t we all? The teacher said we had too many people in our group and we had to kick someone out and there was no way i was telling him to leave. I know how embarrassed he probably was, but he shouldnt have been. We’ve all had this before one time or another. Or maybe that’s just me. Anyway, we started talking and i was asking about who he knows outside the class and i felt my heart sink when he told me that he doesnt talk to anyone. That he sits alone at lunch. I also found out that he was the boy that my friend was talking about earlier in the year about how he tried to commit suicide and was admitted into a hospital for 2 months. I told him that he could sit with us at lunch anytime he wanted but i feel like he thought i was just throwing him a pity party. Well anyway, I saw him walking by himself at lunch and I called him over and I introduced him to everyone. I wish people wouldn’t judge so fast. He’s a teenage boy that just wants to fit in through high school, just like the rest of us. I’m so happy he’s safe because even though i don’t know him that well, I would be devastated to hear that he killed himself. No one should have to go through that…

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